An old story is told of a king in Africa who had a close friend with whom he grew up. The friend had a habit of looking at every situation that ever occurred in his life (positive or negative) and remarking, "This is good!"

One day the king and his friend were out on a hunting expedition. The friend would load and prepare the guns for the king. The friend had apparently done something wrong in preparing one of the guns, for after taking the gun from his friend, the king fired it and his thumb was blown off. Examining the situation the friend remarked as usual, "This is good!" To which the king replied, "No, this is NOT good!" and proceeded to send his friend to jail.

About a year later, the king was hunting in an area that he should have known to stay clear of. Cannibals captured him and took him to their village. They tied his hands, stacked some wood, set up a stake and bound him to the stake. As they came near to set fire to the wood, they noticed that the king was missing a thumb. Being superstitious, they never ate anyone that was less than whole. So untying the king, they sent him on his way.

As he returned home, he was reminded of the event that had taken his thumb and felt remorse for his treatment of his friend. He went immediately to the jail to speak with his friend. "You were right," he said, "it was good that my thumb was blown off." And he proceeded to tell the friend all that had just happened. "And so I am very sorry for sending you to jail for so long. It was bad for me to do this."

"No," his friend replied, "This is good!" "What do you mean,'This is good'? How could it be good that I sent my friend to jail for a year?" "If I had NOT been in jail, I would have been with you."

 Well, this song was sang to fame by Susan Boyle, a vert sweet, talented, humble and yet unknown woman in Britain's got Talent. I fall in lkove with this song and Susan Boyle instanly after viewing her on youtube.

Anyway, talking about dream...Actaully, i dunno why im blogging right now when my mind is all blank...

All i know is, when i was still a very small kid, still small, where i dont even know what is university, what is a college...I still remember telling my parents that, in the future i want to go to Canada to study...Lolz...

So since then, i always put this dream in my hope, hoping that someday i can achieve it in my future...

And soon, i grew up. I finally started off in College..In the process, my friends and i had planned on continuing our degree in Australia or England...

But who knows,,everything  I planned, crushed, just because of one small mistake. Sumtimes i keep thinking of my frens thats are all graduating, while im stucked in this fucking asshole college...

But, i still keep on hoping that somehow, i can make it to Australia... But, how long will it takes before i can really make it? Or everything i plan now will change again? I wonder why God has to treat me like this?

For this moment, i really do not dare to have any planning, because i am so scare that everything might change again...

Dream,,,,maybe is just a dream ryte..People said,,U should believe in this world. You should believe in Miracle...

But, how should i believe in those things after so much that i had been through...All i know is,, everything in this world is realistic..And reality bites and hurts to the max...

God, leads me...This journey is real tough...Journey...Dream....